{{DREAM BOi}}

Lately I've been thinking about you
Its making me go crazy 
Because I know I can't have you 
You visit my dreams 
and its eternal bliss
I never want to wake up  
So I take many naps 
I know what I dream is fiction 
A fairy tale I believe in 
But it makes me happy 
Even if it's only for a few hours.
In my dreams you're my ecstasy 
I see you smile all the time 
In reality I don't see it as often.
In my dreams you're mine 
and I'm yours
But really, you're hers 
It's funny you see 
I always lose one way or another
and you always seem to win
How would you react if you knew? 
If you knew what I was feeling? 
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0would you say? 
You probably wouldn't care
That's just who you are. 
I truly prefer the boy in my dreams 
from the boy I see nowadays 
But maybe you are that way 
You just keep him away....

{AVOiDED}

Your avoidance kills me 

It's like a disease

eating me away 

slowly but surely 

it'll eat me all the way 

You won't look me in the eye 

cowardness doesn't suit you

It makes me mad

but at the same time a little sad 

What did I do to make you act this way? 

Or did I do anything at all? 

You give me mixed signals 

you push me away 

then you pull me in closer 

could it be a figment of my imagination? 

or be the cruel reality? 

I try to stay away 

but there's failure every time

Something about you draws me towards you

you're the magnet, I'm the metal 

we weren't like this before 

we're complete opposites 

That's what made our friendship work

something came between us

And now you turned into a different person 

a stranger, i don't even know. 

[[fAllEN ANGEl]]

Born with wings 

wings to soar high in the sky 

A beautiful angel some would say 

As time passed by 

the angel's true colors appeared

Still a beautiful angel 

but with darkened wings 

BLACK like those of a raven's 

On the inside she feels trapped, lonely, sad

Yet on the outside she seems glad

and always smiling

You'd think she's oblivious 

to the problems that surround her 

In reality she feels restless, frustrated 

The only option she has left 

is to laugh to keep herself from crying 

She tries to take flight on broken wings 

Difficult; yes 

Impossible; not an option 

Her wings are a mirror of her life 

BLACK, like a starless night 

How can something so BEAUTIFUL be so UGLY? 

She lives in her past and its hard for her to move on

She's become nothing 

On the inside she's dead

Who will bring her to life? 

She's been living a lie

There's nothing inside 

WAKE ME UP! 

Call my name and save me from the dark

I'm frozen inside 

seems like I've been sleeping for so many years

I have to open my eyes to see everything 

So PLEASE, will someone save me?