Friday, February 25, 2011

{AVOiDED}

Your avoidance kills me 
It's like a disease
eating me away 
slowly but surely 
it'll eat me all the way 
You won't look me in the eye 
cowardness doesn't suit you
It makes me mad
but at the same time a little sad 
What did I do to make you act this way? 
Or did I do anything at all? 
You give me mixed signals 
you push me away 
then you pull me in closer 
could it be a figment of my imagination? 
or be the cruel reality? 
I try to stay away 
but there's failure every time
Something about you draws me towards you
you're the magnet, I'm the metal 
we weren't like this before 
we're complete opposites 
That's what made our friendship work
something came between us
And now you turned into a different person 
a stranger, i don't even know. 

[[fAllEN ANGEl]]

Born with wings 
wings to soar high in the sky 
A beautiful angel some would say 
As time passed by 
the angel's true colors appeared
Still a beautiful angel 
but with darkened wings 
BLACK like those of a raven's 
On the inside she feels trapped, lonely, sad
Yet on the outside she seems glad
and always smiling
You'd think she's oblivious 
to the problems that surround her 
In reality she feels restless, frustrated 
The only option she has left 
is to laugh to keep herself from crying 
She tries to take flight on broken wings 
Difficult; yes 
Impossible; not an option 
Her wings are a mirror of her life 
BLACK, like a starless night 
How can something so BEAUTIFUL be so UGLY? 
She lives in her past and its hard for her to move on
She's become nothing 
On the inside she's dead
Who will bring her to life? 
She's been living a lie
There's nothing inside 
WAKE ME UP! 
Call my name and save me from the dark
I'm frozen inside 
seems like I've been sleeping for so many years
I have to open my eyes to see everything 
So PLEASE, will someone save me?